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Lifes Cruel Fate
Diseases eating inside out , draining life day by day . Leaving all the loved ones behind and a love that never was fullfilled. Weaker from life and thoughts and memories fade. Soon to be foregotten and left behind . Saddness , sheds tears, tears that will drop without a sound. Life to be lived and then let go , ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....................................................
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| April 11, 2006, 19:59 |
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nykitten
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Pawling, New York, US
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I have learned you poems reflect your feelings.....I sure hope all is OK..... 
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| April 12, 2006, 18:15 |
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NYkitten you know my writings and feelings well. There is something but I really don't wanna talk about it right now , hope you understand , I just need time to get things sorted out. Thank you for your concern. 
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| April 12, 2006, 20:24 |
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nykitten
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I absolutely respect your feelings!....And remember, time heals all wounds.......We just never know how much time it will take....I wish you well!  
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| April 12, 2006, 20:27 |
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QUOTE (nykitten @ April 12, 2006, 20:27)
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| April 12, 2006, 20:29 |
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Don't know what your going through right now, but can only imagine if your feelings are what you write. If ya ever need someone to talk to or just listen, we're almost always around. If there's anything we can do don't hesitate to ask..
Male Lev...
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| April 12, 2006, 22:52 |
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QUOTE (Leviathan4u @ April 12, 2006, 22:52)Don't know what your going through right now, but can only imagine if your feelings are what you write. If ya ever need someone to talk to or just listen, we're almost always around. If there's anything we can do don't hesitate to ask..
Male Lev...
Same goes, here, hon, any time you need an ear, that's what friends are for. 
  
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| April 13, 2006, 06:46 |
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Thank you everyone, don't mean to whine or nothing , I will find out more after my tests are taken and I find out exactly whats what. But for now I decided I am not going to let it bother me or bring me down. Thanks again.
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| April 13, 2006, 11:50 |
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nykitten
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Pawling, New York, US
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You know, that IS exactly what friends are for! 
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| April 13, 2006, 13:04 |
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QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 11, 2006, 19:59)Diseases eating inside out , draining life day by day . Leaving all the loved ones behind and a love that never was fullfilled. Weaker from life and thoughts and memories fade. Soon to be foregotten and left behind . Saddness , sheds tears, tears that will drop without a sound. Life to be lived and then let go , ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....................................................
We sometimes think we know how the story ends, and we have the all the inside info, we think we have that advantaged viewpoint, I don't believe that myself...all we see is the end of sentence....that ends a paragraph , the end of another chapter, the end of another volume...but no one, ever really knows how the story ends...and if it ends....it hasn't been written yet....
(btw...excuse the fuck outta me for gettin' all spiritual on ya all here, it's just what I truly do believe)
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| April 13, 2006, 13:27 |
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Thank you all my freinds. I may not know exactly how my story ends but after my news I have a pretty good Idea unless a miracle happens or the news was wrong.
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| April 13, 2006, 17:59 |
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QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 13, 2006, 17:59)Thank you all my freinds. I may not know exactly how my story ends but after my news I have a pretty good Idea unless a miracle happens or the news was wrong.
You still don't know how the story ends..because you're not the only "character" in the story. there are so many others that you will have an impact on, and they on you. So goes this whole, yet to be written, unpredictable storyline and it goes minute by minute.
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| April 16, 2006, 13:25 |
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QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 16, 2006, 13:25) QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 13, 2006, 17:59)Thank you all my freinds. I may not know exactly how my story ends but after my news I have a pretty good Idea unless a miracle happens or the news was wrong.
You still don't know how the story ends..because you're not the only "character" in the story. there are so many others that you will have an impact on, and they on you. So goes this whole, yet to be written, unpredictable storyline and it goes minute by minute.
I know I am not the only person in my life thats what is troubling me How do you tell your kids , your freinds , family and a girlfriend that you have something life threatening wrong with you? I am not worried about me but the people that love me.
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| April 16, 2006, 20:49 |
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nykitten
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QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 16, 2006, 20:49) QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 16, 2006, 13:25) QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 13, 2006, 17:59)Thank you all my freinds. I may not know exactly how my story ends but after my news I have a pretty good Idea unless a miracle happens or the news was wrong.
You still don't know how the story ends..because you're not the only "character" in the story. there are so many others that you will have an impact on, and they on you. So goes this whole, yet to be written, unpredictable storyline and it goes minute by minute. I know I am not the only person in my life thats what is troubling me How do you tell your kids , your freinds , family and a girlfriend that you have something life threatening wrong with you? I am not worried about me but the people that love me.
Yet you have to give them that chance to take advantage of that precious time!...
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| April 17, 2006, 00:51 |
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I have learned this from both parents over the past 9 months - Tell them, gently, and keep them informed - it empowers them and yourself to ask questions, share feelings, and love stronger. You can gain knowledge through them. You may not have thought of a particular question that needs to be asked. Or you may not have thought of it in a certain light and can change your whole perspective.
Gain all the knowledge that you can from friends, internet and other health care providers - there are many different venues of information - make good use of them. And, If I can help in ANY way - please let me know.
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| April 17, 2006, 01:32 |
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QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 16, 2006, 20:49) QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 16, 2006, 13:25) QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 13, 2006, 17:59)Thank you all my freinds. I may not know exactly how my story ends but after my news I have a pretty good Idea unless a miracle happens or the news was wrong.
You still don't know how the story ends..because you're not the only "character" in the story. there are so many others that you will have an impact on, and they on you. So goes this whole, yet to be written, unpredictable storyline and it goes minute by minute. I know I am not the only person in my life thats what is troubling me How do you tell your kids , your freinds , family and a girlfriend that you have something life threatening wrong with you? I am not worried about me but the people that love me.
The adults, tell them as soon as possible. Don't screw them out of a minute of what they want, they just want to be there for you, like you've been there for them. There's nothing wrong, and every right with letting them know you need them. People don't just want to be loved, they want to be needed.
Children...whole other thing there, maybe check out professional counselors and programs that deal with this very thing all the time. We can help you research that if you want, just ask!
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| April 17, 2006, 07:59 |
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I know I have to tell them but I wanted to see what the tests say. I had them done now just waiting for the results. The doctor that took some xrays seemed like he thought it was something different. The first doctor thought it was lung cancer but this one didn't seem to sure.See I had a broken rib a long time ago and it is grown inward almost touching my lung so he thinks it might just be like scar tissue from that rib rubbing so if thats the case they just have to rebrake it so it heals right. That news brought a sigh of releif to me but still going to have to wait for my tests to come back.
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| April 18, 2006, 17:13 |
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nykitten
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QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 18, 2006, 17:13)I know I have to tell them but I wanted to see what the tests say. I had them done now just waiting for the results. The doctor that took some xrays seemed like he thought it was something different. The first doctor thought it was lung cancer but this one didn't seem to sure.See I had a broken rib a long time ago and it is grown inward almost touching my lung so he thinks it might just be like scar tissue from that rib rubbing so if thats the case they just have to rebrake it so it heals right. That news brought a sigh of releif to me but still going to have to wait for my tests to come back.
Well my prayers are with you!......And I would have to say that I would love to see the end result being a re-broken rib!
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| April 18, 2006, 17:53 |
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Dearest Urs - I will be praying for you!! And, yes, in this situation, I would probably wait to find out for sure before I got family all scared. Do you know when the results will be back - I will be thinking of you!
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| April 18, 2006, 23:09 |
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I should hear from them early part of next week. Yes I am hoping for the rib to. Thank you all
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| April 19, 2006, 00:26 |
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I'm hoping for the best from your test results of course!
I know you're the kind of guy that takes on more burdens rather than see anyone you love carry them, but I still wish you would share this with at least one person close to you.
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| April 19, 2006, 05:30 |
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QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 19, 2006, 05:30)I'm hoping for the best from your test results of course!
I know you're the kind of guy that takes on more burdens rather than see anyone you love carry them, but I still wish you would share this with at least one person close to you.
Thanks and I will tell them when the time is right. I just don't want them to worry if it is not needed, I don't know if the is right or wrong but it's just how I feel I should deal with this right now.
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| April 19, 2006, 19:45 |
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hey you,
i know we've never really talked much before or anything but i hope all turns out well and whether it is good or bad news... like some has mentioned before, (as i know you said when the time is right) let your close ones know whats going on. Then again dont wait too long after the results come back either. Never know what could happen from point A to point B. Anyhow, just wanted you to know I hope everything turns out alright. Let us know.
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| April 19, 2006, 22:55 |
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QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 19, 2006, 19:45) QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 19, 2006, 05:30)I'm hoping for the best from your test results of course!
I know you're the kind of guy that takes on more burdens rather than see anyone you love carry them, but I still wish you would share this with at least one person close to you. Thanks and I will tell them when the time is right. I just don't want them to worry if it is not needed, I don't know if the is right or wrong but it's just how I feel I should deal with this right now.
I'm just being naggy-bitchy about you sharing this with someone, cuz I really hate knowing you're handling this alone. I know all of us are here for you, but just having someone else close by that you can share this with face to face I truly believe would be so good for you. Extreme stress can cause even more problems, health wise, can even effect the results of some tests, and it can really mess with your personal interactions with your loved ones.
I know you're strong and independant person (and probably a little stubborn sometimes!)who has always been more comfortable with being the one that's needed. But there's got to be someone close to you that you know and trust to be a strong friend for you right now. If not then, you sure have a big ass butt load of friends right here!
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| April 20, 2006, 06:19 |
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QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 20, 2006, 06:19) QUOTE (urs4pleasure @ April 19, 2006, 19:45) QUOTE (Chazzy @ April 19, 2006, 05:30)I'm hoping for the best from your test results of course!
I know you're the kind of guy that takes on more burdens rather than see anyone you love carry them, but I still wish you would share this with at least one person close to you. Thanks and I will tell them when the time is right. I just don't want them to worry if it is not needed, I don't know if the is right or wrong but it's just how I feel I should deal with this right now.
I'm just being naggy-bitchy about you sharing this with someone, cuz I really hate knowing you're handling this alone. I know all of us are here for you, but just having someone else close by that you can share this with face to face I truly believe would be so good for you. Extreme stress can cause even more problems, health wise, can even effect the results of some tests, and it can really mess with your personal interactions with your loved ones.
I know you're strong and independant person (and probably a little stubborn sometimes!)who has always been more comfortable with being the one that's needed. But there's got to be someone close to you that you know and trust to be a strong friend for you right now. If not then, you sure have a big ass butt load of friends right here!
Thanks Chazzy and I don't think your being naggy , Yes I can be very stuborn at times . Thanks for your concern , really. P.S. I am very thankful for everyone here for being there for me and being good freinds. Thank You
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| April 20, 2006, 11:38 |
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Okay...nobody has seem to have heard from urs4pleasure since his test results were due back...anyone with a current message in their inbox from him, and everyone with a VIP membership, send him a message....we'll try flushing him out into the open with luv and concern.....
I don't like that he let us into his life, and left us all hanging here, we're all very worried and anxious, and need to hear from him...flood his inbox.
(That's just my "mother-hen-tuff-luv side speaking there in that last paragragh)
Anyone that has heard from him, please clue the rest of us in....we've come to think allot of him since he joined here, and it's driving us all crazy not to know what's going on.
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| May 1, 2006, 11:39 |
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nykitten
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My feelings exactly!........We are all worried!...
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| May 1, 2006, 11:53 |
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tomboy6978
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i tend to catch myself about not knowing what tomorrow or my future holds for me due to my bad luck these past few years
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| May 1, 2006, 15:37 |
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He's fine!!! Good news!! It was scar tissue!!!
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| May 2, 2006, 10:53 |
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QUOTE (Chazzy @ May 2, 2006, 10:53)He's fine!!! Good news!! It was scar tissue!!!
Thanks everyone , I am fine and still kickin. Love you all
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