To start this little story let me just say that I would never have thought I would tell or write this down for anyone to read or hear. But I think it's my obligation to every human being ALIVE TO SHARE THIS...

Five yrs . ago I went through a divorce that ruined my perception of what life should be, so devasting , that I lost everything , and I mean everything. I had no family anymore, no home to speak of, and no job. I had lost it all... depressed and suicidal, I became homeless and basically crazy.

I drank whenever I could and whatever was available .. I hung out with the true Bums , crazies and mentally unstable . For two yrs. I did'nt care about anything or anyone.. I had just given up on Life .

Alone and Lonely I walked the streets of Toledo looking for the next drink or whatever to ease my pain. Then one day I woke up , hung-over , filthy , and so desperate for the HUMAN TOUCH , I STARTED CRYING UNCONTROLLABLY...


This is'nt happening to me ..I said to myself ,I made a solemn vow to myself that I would never allow this to ever happen again .... I was very lucky that my work expierience was enough by itself to get a job.. My age was such a factor that at first it was a little hard finding employment again.

Now I'm not a writer so this is probably a little staggered and hard to follow , but to make along story short, I could have avoided all this mess had I just not have givin up on ppl. and relationships , because you see , My Ex wife saved my ass...


Harden your heart and lose your soul....!!!!