"Destiny" Love or loneliness? I am destined to spend out my sentence in my cold dark prison called life alone and without love. The darkness floats over me like it is my cover from anything that would harm me . It is my life and my protector. But it sheilds me from love and feeling the warmth of a companion and the love of another. I have not chosen it but it has chosen me. My body shakes with a cold and icey chill that only someone who my darkness will let into my life. Am I destined to spend my life like this, like a prisoner who is spending life without parol looking for the cal of the death penalty to release me from my sentence. Will light come into my life and chase my darkness away for good or will it tease and make my sentence colder and darker and lonelier? I have not the strenght to overcome it I need the light and warmth of another. Sigh which end will be mine darkness and loveles life or light and love ? Which will it be my protector?

"Heart and soul" My heart is encased in ice and my soul is dormant,that is how you left me. Emotionless and empty . Where are you? the one and only one that can bring me back to life and out of my cold and heartless state.Where is the warmth that you can provide me and melt the ice from my heart and wake my sleeping soul. Where are you the one that will restore my emotion and fill this empty void?The hurt that you can heal and wake me out of my deep slumber in this world.Where is your tenderness and the soft sweet caresses of your lips on mine? Is there someone that can bring me back? The soft and silky feeling of your body against mine , the sweet scent that fills my thoughts and heart, where are you? I will be waiting in my deep emotional coma for the one to wake me.