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27/F/KC MO. Pregnant 1st Time Mommy...... Needing a wanting same Male, instead of getting abused by mine.
Been here with my mother close enough for about 2 years now, like the town, just have been really held down by my current boyfriend full of hate and emotional abuse..... For another person with blood and flesh to intentionally for the sole purpose of pleasure is to mentally, emotionally abuse someone for 2 years blows me away...... Or at least I'm praying for the blown away part. I don't know this town, come from California, parents are about to move into a Loft in Downtown KC and I just need a boy like I use to have, like I always have had.... : one where abuse, neglect, all while getting off to that on purpose and his only schedule with me EVER is that ...... ISN'T EVEN IN EXISTENCE. He seriously thinks that I should be thankful for him and his 25 to Life ways of treating me, and has never thought or cared, or tried differently......... WHICH SUCKS BC ITS HARD TO GO THROUGH DAYS NOT BEING ABLE TO STOP SUCH A NEGATIVE, IMMORAL WAY OF COMMUNICATING, POSSESSED OF CRUEL LOW CLASS SEXUAL DESIRED ( ugly .... Fugly. ) person and soul....... Especially when I'm a Lil cute, caring, respectful, fun, up for the gain in life chick......
Never wanted kids, never was going to have..... Until 4 months went by of me puking, and him screaming at me to shut the fuck up, I'm a faker, complainer, and just didn't want to have sex or watch porn, and it was too late.
But hey, a life is a life. What a joyous and pretty thing!!!!! My 5 month baby is loving mommy and MOMMY MEGAN LOVES HER LIL ONE RIGHT BACK TOO!!!!! and god, what a feeling of love to have right back in such a painful, heart wrenching, lost time with the fugly ABUSER with his goal always set at.... "WTF!?"
I love being w a partner, love sex, love money, love drives, but all I want right now is a fucking FRIEND, bc he sees I'm new here, have no outlets, and likes to keep it that way, of course rubbing it in my face and letting me know how cruel he is.
Never would have written like this ever in my life, EVER , so I'm just desperately wondering Finally stuff like..... "Where can I snowboard, who likes to dance to ying yang, or fall asleep to zeppelin, or not even that, but wtf did this shit happen to me for when all I ever wanted was a party, a cosmetic surgeon job title, cussing like sailors w my mom and family, and the norm....... how It Always Was. Hope everyone stays a lil more safe after they read this, and hope everyone can get tossed and fuck tonight !!!!
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LOOKING FOR: One Night Stand, Erotic Chat/E-Mail, Discreet Relationship, Swinging Couple or Partner, 1-on-1 Sex, Casual Encounters, Bondage & Discipline, Long Term Relationship, Other or Special Interest
LOCATION:
Kansas City, Missouri, United States
GENDER: Woman
AGE: 38
SEEKING: Men, Couples
BODY TYPE: Average
HEIGHT: 5' 2" (157 cm)
WEIGHT: 118 Lbs. (54 Kg.)
HAIR COLOR: Black
RACE: Caucasian
PROFILE: Been here with my mother close enough for about 2 years now, like the town, just have been really held down by my current boyfriend full of hate and emotional abuse..... For another person with blood and flesh to intentionally for the sole purpose of pleasure is to mentally, emotionally abuse someone for 2 years blows me away...... Or at least I'm praying for the blown away part. I don't know this town, come from California, parents are about to move into a Loft in Downtown KC and I just need a boy like I use to have, like I always have had.... : one where abuse, neglect, all while getting off to that on purpose and his only schedule with me EVER is that ...... ISN'T EVEN IN EXISTENCE. He seriously thinks that I should be thankful for him and his 25 to Life ways of treating me, and has never thought or cared, or tried differently......... WHICH SUCKS BC ITS HARD TO GO THROUGH DAYS NOT BEING ABLE TO STOP SUCH A NEGATIVE, IMMORAL WAY OF COMMUNICATING, POSSESSED OF CRUEL LOW CLASS SEXUAL DESIRED ( ugly .... Fugly. ) person and soul....... Especially when I'm a Lil cute, caring, respectful, fun, up for the gain in life chick......
Never wanted kids, never was going to have..... Until 4 months went by of me puking, and him screaming at me to shut the fuck up, I'm a faker, complainer, and just didn't want to have sex or watch porn, and it was too late.
But hey, a life is a life. What a joyous and pretty thing!!!!! My 5 month baby is loving mommy and MOMMY MEGAN LOVES HER LIL ONE RIGHT BACK TOO!!!!! and god, what a feeling of love to have right back in such a painful, heart wrenching, lost time with the fugly ABUSER with his goal always set at.... "WTF!?"
I love being w a partner, love sex, love money, love drives, but all I want right now is a fucking FRIEND, bc he sees I'm new here, have no outlets, and likes to keep it that way, of course rubbing it in my face and letting me know how cruel he is.
Never would have written like this ever in my life, EVER , so I'm just desperately wondering Finally stuff like..... "Where can I snowboard, who likes to dance to ying yang, or fall asleep to zeppelin, or not even that, but wtf did this shit happen to me for when all I ever wanted was a party, a cosmetic surgeon job title, cussing like sailors w my mom and family, and the norm....... how It Always Was. Hope everyone stays a lil more safe after they read this, and hope everyone can get tossed and fuck tonight !!!!
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